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RutRoot..
Standing in the way of control.
Self-made Masquerade
Date : Thursday, November 5, 2009
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"It is hard to take it all in,
When they're not yet solid real,
Although they are in your heartbeat,
Singing hopes and big dreams..."

For the past few minutes, i’ve been hogging the computer, trying my best to find my favourite community livejournal. But that community has disappeared somehow. If only i can find the right link to that community. It will be super super nice to read their post in this kind of weather.

On another note, i’ve been feeling kinda mellow lately.
I need a sign. Just one sign to let me know that whatever i’m doing now is right.
Cause honestly, I don’t know what’s next for me now. Should i or shouldn’t i?
And if i manage to get out of it, what should i do next? How will people look at it?
And why do i feel as if i’m fading? Or am i really fading? Gosh. And honestly, I need to get my sexyback. It’s been so freaking long since i feel pretty =(

Baby,top. || 8:52 PM

Saper kental?
Date : Sunday, November 1, 2009
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Off to Rp with these babes later.
Woohoo, cant wait bebeh ;)

Baby,top. || 3:29 PM

Sagging papaya.
Date :
Scorpio Oct. 23 - Nov 21

There may still be some left-over tension in the workplace, Scorpio, and if there is not, you can expect some kind of threat to your reputation to surface today. In other words, there is someone who is out to cause a problem for you, probably due to jealousy, or maybe even because you remind them of someone that hurt their feelings dozens of years ago. It's OK though, nothing will come of this, and chances are good that it has to do with the work situation where most everyone feels threatened in some way, as a lot of people do these days.
Hurhurhur..

Baby,top. || 3:28 PM

500 days of summer.
Date : Monday, October 26, 2009
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The movie wasn’t as awesome as what people predicted. There’s a lot of draggy scenes but nevertheless, this movie deserves a thumbs up from me. I especially like the part where they go IKEA and then ‘they berangan’ like as if there’s no else in that place. This ‘berangan we’re at home’ part reminds me of us. As much as it embarrasses us to admit this, we pon berangan jugak. Hehe.

P.s: It’s ok to change ure mind ;)

Baby,top. || 10:53 PM

Almost alive.
Date :
Tonight, i really believe that the only that bring up is by myself. And the only thing that can bring me down the most is non-other than myself. I’m down, i’m stricken, i feel like puking due to this overwhelming feeling inside of me. The worse thing is, i can’t even pin-point to why the heck am i feeling this way. Please please, make this feeling go away.

=(

Baby,top. || 7:20 PM

Take me on the floor.
Date : Sunday, October 18, 2009




"The lights are out and I barely know you
We're going up and the place is slowing down
I knew you'd come around..."

Nothing is more releasing than listening to this on a Sunday afternoon.
Ah Sunday, how i wish Monday wouldn’t come so soon.


Baby,top. || 6:16 PM

Look ma, no eyes.
Date : Saturday, October 17, 2009
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Ah yes, my eyes have this tendency to disappear each time i smile.
Sungguh tk lawa.
Bluek.

Baby,top. || 1:28 AM

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Like the little stream making its way through the mossy crevices;
I, too, quietly turn clear and transparent.

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